you're the alarm that wakes me up frm despair

2010-07-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

~~How will you know that i'm hurting...~~

~~if you cannot see my pain?~~

~~To wear it on my body...~~

~~to tell what words cannot explain...~~

~~This blog shall now lay in peace...~~

~~and the remains of whatever left...~~

~~shall return to the earth to be reunited as one...~~

~~Rest In peace...~~

~~on 06/07/2010~~

~~10:19~~

2010-06-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

I THINK I'M CUTE BECAUSE I'M CHUBBY !

2010-05-16T07:50:00.000+08:00

you dont know how hard is it to be me.

living constantly in fear..

scared that i'll be backstabbed..

no one knows wad i'm going through..

i'm EMO-tional..

i'll always be sensitive..

i cried...i smiled

no one noticed anything...

i look ahead...

but its always sth that knocks me back to reality

you say i'm ok..

but nt crying doesnt mean i am...

i'm afraid...of this cold dark place

filled with liers and hate

2010-05-07T16:42:00.000+08:00

its quite a nice video =)

i'm thinking about alot . . .

while you're busy. . .

i kinda felt inferior. . .

the auntie was right. . .

you were already better than me. . .

i'm useless. . .

2010-05-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

~~i'm going to smile like nothings wrong~~

~~talk like everything's perfect~~

~~act like its just a dream~~

~~and pretend tt nth had hurt me deeply~~

i may not be as close to you as last time. . .

but am i nt ur fren?

maybe i just appeared at the wrong time. . .

wad makes you think so?

why do you even say such a thing?

haf we drifted?

a million thoughts run through my mind. . .

but all you all did was to walk past me. . .

not without a greeting. . .or anything. . .

am i that worthless?

have our friendship even gone to the stage tt you all muz ignore me?

2010-03-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

~~hurt by words~~

~~reflecting on my mistakes~~

~~wondering if u did feel the way i feel~~

2010-03-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

~~promises~~

2010-03-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

JUNSON !

~~your blog is dead ! dah mati dah !~~

okay. let start by how he always start his post k? erm...here it goes

today didn't went to school with her...she didn't came school
was kinda sad cause felt so lonely without her..
went to talk to that sam guy...he's kinda fun though..
there was this dog inside the room...haha..
geog remedial was like...so boring...can sleep..
get to meet her afterwards...miss her alot (:

HAHA ! how? i sounded like him right? XD

2010-02-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

-hold on- good charlotte

This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know

Your days, you say they're way too long
And your nights, you can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to no more
You're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over

Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Hold on

no matter how hard life seems..juz carry on with it

cause its gt better than you ever know =)

nth tt seems bad or hurting or wad so eva last long

so juz hold on til the very last moment

2010-02-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

i hate you...

i don care if you see this or not...

you were my close fren...

but now i know nth...

i wish i could lay my hands on you...

you hurt her...you'll perish...

you have no idea wad i gone thru...

wad you say is wad you brought upon urself..

don treat her the way you treat her now or else...

i dare not say you will see the future...

2010-02-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

thanks =)
happy new year
happy valentine day
happy total defence day

hehe..ily

2010-02-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO JUNSON !
your blog like so dead la. . .
i go revive it for you ^^

Happy Valentines Day

Chinese New Year

Total Defence Day !

2010-02-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

yosh..

turning over a new leaf...

got into alot of trouble..haiz..

everything seems nice all of a sudden...

kinda strange but i'll get used to it (:

i love you ;D

2010-02-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

tags..
long time nvr update
juz wanna say
have a nice day =)

2010-01-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i updated this..nvm..

got into alot of trouble...turning over a new leaf..haiz..
what's gonna happen next..
at least i got something to live for now (:

2009-12-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

update den update lor..
nowadays gt some jobs to settle..
so nt really haf time to update..
anyway..
i really screwed up add maths test
i really think i gonna drop add maths soon..

the thing is..
i think i cant cope..
but will parents understand?

2009-11-12T10:42:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna go to japan XDXDXDXDXDXDXD
wont be blogging til 1 wk ltr
tonight i'll be flying off
1 wk or so ltr then come back

thank you all for visiting

i hate a maths retest

2009-11-09T15:22:00.001+08:00

yo
came back fmr camp
lazy update
there..
update le (:

2009-10-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

No Love-Simple Plan

Staring out into the world across the street 
You hate the way your life turned out to be 
He's pulling up in the drive-way and you don't make a sound 
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say 
You're always gonna be afraid 

There's only hate 
There's only tears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 
Oh, so what will you do? 
There's only lies 
There's only fears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 

Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces 
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile 
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say 
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal 
But they're never gonna go away...

There's only hate 
There's only tears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 
Oh, so what will you do? 
There's only lies 
There's only fears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 
So what will you do? 

You're falling 
You're screaming 
You're stuck in the same old nightmare 
He's lying 
You're crying 
There's nothing left to salvage 
Kick the door cause this is over 
Get me out of here! 

Woaooh 

Kick the door 

There's only hate 
There's only tears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 
Oh, so what will you do? 
There's only lies 
There's only fears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here 
Tell me what will you do? 

There's only hate 
There's only tears 
There's only pain 
There is no love here

2009-10-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

I hate to see the one i love happy with somebody..

but i surely hate it more to see the one i love unhappy with me..

.~~.HATE is just a word for somebody you love but no longer believe in..~~

hate is easy..loves take courage

if i get up..

i might fall down again

who will b there to help me...or will i have to pick myself up again?

2009-10-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

GET WELL SOON MAYER XD

we miss your laughter..
or at least i do
haha

2009-10-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

GOOD CHARLOTTE:BREAK APART HER HEART

When you call she doesn't answer, when you write she doesn't answer
You go out you see him with her, she told you she was sick at home
The ring you gave her thrown away with all the letters
And when you see him with her, he doesn't even care at all

As she follows him around like you follow her around
And he doesn't even care and you're figuring it out
The only way your gonna keep somebody around
Well I'm about to let you know

There's something I don't want to understand
The only way a woman's gonna want a man
The only way you'll ever keep her in your hands
Is breaking apart her heart
Don't tell her she's the reason that you live
Don't give her everything that you've got to give
If you want to keep a girl for as long as you live
Just breaking apart her heart

Can't you see the way she's crying
Well that's what keeps her trying, she knew that she could have you
And he don't give her what she wants
There's truth about this, you say you want to be noticed
Well if you want to be noticed you gotta learn to break some hearts

Don't try to understand

Can't you see what you've done?
What I've become, what I've become
Can't you see?

I don't understand this cruelty
I don't understand...it's just not me

I don't understand this cruelty
I don't understand but now I see

In fairness if you didnt know this already you're a bit slow on the uptake. It doesnt mean you should treat people like shit, there's a proper way to do things, there's a fine line between the two extremes..

2009-10-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

pls go away..
you're irritating me daily..
i cant stand u anymore..
you reali can piss ppl off..

i know its my fault that i punched you..
but i'm not gonna regret it

you should have kept your mouth shut..
when you got your chance..
take it..
not waste the chances i gave u..

you're the parasite that plagues humanity
all you do is sleep n rot..
i know in term of acedemics i can nvr win u
at least i'm trying..
not gt a BIG FAT ZERO

you're better off dead..

2009-10-11T07:53:00.000+08:00

A thousand words wont bring you back
i know cos i tried.

A thousand tears wont bring you back
i know cos i cried.

someone told me that:
if you love something set it free
if it comes back to you..its yours
if it doesn't..it never was

i wanna set you free..but will you come back?

2009-10-05T06:59:00.001+08:00

studying...

2009-09-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

I hated the world..
i hated rules..
i hated the way u treated me..

can we juz b frens again?
all i needed was to see u smile..
everything i used to do..
i do it for u..
idk if u even bother looking at my gift..

muz u treat me like tt?
everytime i look at u..
you juz look away..
no smile..
no greetings..
nth.

2009-09-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU..

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

2009-09-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

forget it..
forget abt everything..
forget abt the promises..
forget abt her..

is there any point in continuing?
wad else can i do..
i'm already crying..
i didn't keep my word..

1 word..
haiz..
nvm
forget it..

2009-09-21T13:34:00.000+08:00

exams in a week..
but i'm still thinking of u..
i shld b studying..
but instead you're all i could think of.

without you..

2009-09-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

i wish everyone will juz grow up n act their age...
could u all juz shut up..
you're adults..
and u r quarreling n fighting like kids..

y?
y muz u all fight?

do u all think of the children?

i wish i could do sth..
but i could only listen
listen to ur words being thrown around.

2009-09-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

moodswings...

2009-09-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

In a world of hate..
there is nth worth happy abt

there are tears..
there are backstabbing everywhere..
misery is a common sight..
broken hearts..
depression..

y cant i lead a normal life..
a life where i can b free to roam..
a life where hope r still available..
a life where everyone is happy..
no fights..no backstabs..

pain hidden beneath everyone's view..
smile..tts wad everyone said..
but no one knows wads happening deep down..

scars are for feelings tt cant b explained

I STILL LOVE YOU..
I'll wait for you
no matter wad..

2009-09-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

"i'm just being selfish..
i used to always cry and give up..
i nearly went the wrong way..
but u showed me the right way..

i was always chasing you..
wanting to overtake you..
i just wanted to walk with you..
i wanted to be with you

you changed me..
your smile saved me..
so i'm not afraid to die protecting you

Because..i love you.."

Hinata-naruto manga 431

2009-09-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

Tongue Tied:

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

2009-09-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

i know i shld treasure life..
and i am going to..

i juz keep thinking abt tt day
whether did i screwed up?
think abt wad u told me..
the way u walk out..

i cant deny it
neither can i pretend
tt it didnt bother me

i juz miss u so..
my heart aches for someone tt i can nt b wif
crying alone..wishing for this to end

2009-09-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

IMY..

even though we cant be tgt
i still wish for you to have the best of everything
i hope i can b sth to u

all the best!

2009-09-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

tried..but still failed
- _________-

haiz..hope u r readin the card..
pls open the gift at nite..
its nicer tt way

u can do it tmr..
ssc is gonna be a breeze for u
haha..jia you!u can do it XD

smile..its the seed of happiness

how am i gonna do it when i'm dying inside?

2009-09-09T07:19:00.001+08:00

today is physics remedial
idk wad time it ends but hopefully b4 9 XD

idk if i can do it today..
i'm nervous..

2009-09-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

37 days le..is tt enough to prove my sincerity?
i wanna gif u sth tmr..
on a special day..
i shall b brave n spill out my feelings for u
i hope n WISH u feel the same.

Mayer:thanks!XD

2009-09-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

today is 020909

exactly 1 mth of quitting.

was kinda fed up in the morning..
stupid meatball..flag day is a gd idea de lor..
u dont like doesnt mean u haf to disapprove it

aft sku went out for a while wif frens..
thanks for spending today with me..
i willing to skip tjc for spending time wif u all

so wad if i'm gonna gt scolded by ms ong?
well..i dont care

i juz wanna spend today with u..

2009-08-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

i know this is dumb but i'm still thinking of u
i'm here without you..

lyrics:

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

smiling on the outside..dying on the inside :(

2009-08-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

miserable day..
senior specs bye bye..
y muz u 2 fight..
both r my frens..

i know i have hut ur feelings by writing those things..
the song part was random thou XP

i think you might have gone abit too far by walking away
she wanna let everything go n b frens again..
u juz walk away..

i was abit disappointed..and angry
u didnt listen to me..
she juz wanna apologise to u but u gotta walk away..
i tried to b the bridge but u still didnt listen..

if u still want to do things ur way den juz stay tt way..

my hand hurts..i juz wanna close my eyes and rest

2009-08-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

i may only be a single person living in the world
but you're the world to me

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

If I know what love is, it is because of you.
The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

i wanna be the only hand you have to hold..i promise u that i'll be a better person..if only u could tell me that i meant sth to u..tell me that u love me too..

all i wish is for u to love me back..

2009-08-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

blood rowing down my wrist comfirms tt i'm still alive.
i wish i wasnt..

life reali sucks BIG TIME

wonder how is the afterlife like..
will it be better than wad i had now?
i think it will..

i wish u were mine..
stupid star..didnt grant my wish:(

2009-08-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

FCK NCC
I REGRET JOINING THIS HOPELESS CCA..
EVERYTHING THAT I DID WAS FOR NTH..
SIZE WAS NVR A CRITERIA FOR SNR SPEC(right?)
BUT NOW IT WAS..
A TO TT IS BLIND AND CHOSES BY SIZE INSTEAD OF WHETHER WE'RE GOOD OR NOT..

2009-08-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

we were created to find each other,
our fate written down for us to love forever,
our hands locking tight,
as i look into the eyes of the one special person who would complete my life

you were the one i chose out of all the rest
the one i would cherish and put in all my best
just to stay in your arms as you hold me tight
cuz baby being with you just feel so right

every second that i live i'm thinking of you
how we met is destiny
tell me what i'm supposed to do if i aint got you here

i wanna be the one who's gonna fight away your tears
replacing it with happiness and take away all your fears
you're the only girl that ever got me feeling so free

i will love you with all my heart nd soul til i die
i truly need you..you're the light in my ife
until the day i die..i'll try to give you the world

2009-08-13T19:44:00.001+08:00

busy studying..lazy write anything..tts all haha XD

i solemnly swear that i quit 11ds
i not sure if uyou're gonna read this
but i still gonna keep the promise i made to u
on 020809
you can always scold me to my senses..somehow

2009-07-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

WTF u think u r..
now i find it a waste of time to commit..
prioritise SC as first choice...wad kind of ans is tt?
i got my own life..don restrict it..

will thrashing things out work?
it will juz hurt friendship more than u know..

dont tell me whats right for me..

how much is friendship worth?
10 bucks?

2009-07-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

today was another day juz like any other..

nominees were announced for the exco thingy

i still thinking if i shld withdraw..

screw up speech..idk wad to write

arghh...GG

2009-07-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

today is a misearable day

staff junxian told me sth which reali upsets me..

y muz it b like tis..

investiture..having second thoughts abt it

it seems so hard..so far..so unattainable

cos of some one who cant do his job well

i reali gt no mood to continue wif investiture

i juz dunno if i could go on wif life with or without her

it juz breaks me to see u..

i wanna talk to u but the words juz doesnt seem to come out

maybe life isnt for everyone..it isnt for me..

i live to see you..

i live cos u r the sun that warms my world..

the one smile i'll never forget..

u mean the world to me..but so i mean anything to u?

my wish...

2009-07-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

2009-07-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

lets see..

school reopen liao so sian..

everytime got scolded for homework

afterschool found a new hobby

yay!

sc investiture seems screwed..

sl room is nice..in a way

in a perfect world this could never happen..

it seems my world falling apart..or not XD

2009-06-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

details nt impt...lazy say

2009-06-26T08:33:00.000+08:00

ok..here goes:

the past few days haf been at kayaking course

its physically demanding...lol but fun

i hate capsize drills and emptying the kayak

the kayak is troublesome...everyone gt cuts n bruise due to it

juz klearnt tt no one had planned for student investiture

haiz..this year de cmf screw up

gtg le...nid rush hme wk

2009-06-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

i'm bored in school..i wanna talk to u but i dont dare..
deep down i'm shy...i guess

i onli want u..no one else..but since tt day
i dowan anything anymore...
i juz wanna fade frm this complex society..

my world is over one more time...
rebuilt n torn down again..

to anyone whop bother reading:pls tag=)

2009-06-20T13:27:00.001+08:00

"if you love something set it free...if its yous it will retun to you..if it nvr returns..it was nvr yours"

i thought abt this long and hard..it hurts me to say this but i'm gonna let you go..

i know u dont haf felings for me..but i have..

for u to be happy...i'm juz gonna walk away..pretending tt i'm ok

2009-06-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

yay!i gt chosen for apc of part A...

is tt sth to b good?

frm wad i heard...its nt a gd thing

i'm gonna work hard ans hopefully gt senior spec =]

maybe if i didnt believe that much it wouldn't hurt so much right now...

2009-06-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow there is an other day.A day i'd rather spend with you....without you there is no joy, only pain!

tmr gonna go for class bbq(pri sku de)and tenting...

i wish that you could cme...pls tell me tt u can :(

heard tt friday is permanent posting

GG...tio S1 or S4 cmf boring life..

tio PC(unlikely)kena screw b4 and aft trg

i wish upon a shooting star for someone perfect...i know its not gonna b true but u appear and prove me wrong

2009-06-17T07:23:00.000+08:00

i reali miss u alot..I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you..I wish that I could hold you now... I wish that I could talk to you... be with you somehow.

maybe she's doing the same thing as me... maybe she wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called her... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that she might just be missing me like I'm missing her.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

2009-06-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

knnbccb...today go help u nt go there let u scold...

the moment i reach u throw all those jobs at me..

i havent eat la..fcker

tt one i dont care...

the moment u went out we work our heads off

and when u came back u said we were slacking...ccb

MF!

when i gt enough of u i walk away

i did tell where i want go okay...

and u want slap me for tt...

fck u la

i had enuf of tis frm u..

i dont care if u my aunt or nt

u dont even respect ppl and care for their feelings

thats a basic human thing

2009-06-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

hi all...lol

today morning went school to help paint the student lounge

it was 1 wk since we last went there?today mediacorp also got filming.

watch them film till i forget to paint XP

after painting need to scrub the floor..make it stainless

kns..we all tried so hard but still cant get it out...

wed need go again...i think

k la...lazy say anymore haha

imy my angel

2009-06-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

today is a long day...start with morning:
wake up go training..today play till 11 cos gt ppl book the court
haz...nvm

nw at cousin's house playing ball
he 3 yr old..hahaXD
post again ltr...nid go play again

2009-06-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

phase 3 ppl good luck...work hard..b enthu

pls cme back wif at least a 2sg..lol

btw there is no spec course t shirt due to fiancial reasons =.=

Angel: you're kinda,sorta,basically,pretty much always on my mind.

you know who you are..lol

2009-06-13T06:40:00.000+08:00

now is 6.40 am...dam tired but still gotta go work

i need to be at marina by 7.30 to start work..

the weather fcking hot lor..no fan no nth cmf die de

haiz..0730-1930 122 hours..anyone free pls do sms me..

i'm bored there for 12 hours =)

2009-06-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

ignore all the previous post...not in the right mind

TY!

2009-06-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

Life is worthless. Would you please leave me so that I can end it all?

You’re the only reason I’m living for and I wanna start dying.

i dont wanna wake up today

cos everyday the same

i waited so long for things to change

but it didnt...

I love you!
Why can’t you except that?

You are my dream than came true.
You are my whole world.

Without you I wouldn’t be here,
But now I wish I wasn’t here.

i didnt wanna admit

it was easier to lie

and hide the hurt and emptiness

to smile instead of cry

2009-06-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

i know you're not gona read this but i just dont feel like keeping it inside anymore:

although wad u say makes sense...but i juz cant take it...it realli hurts to hear tt

i tried not to cry but i still did...i just love you too much to let you go..

you always seem so distant..iwaited to hear frm u..but it juz didnt came

you're the one i wished for upon the shooting star..

now all i wish for is for this to pain to go away..

pain pian go away...let me fade away..

the only joy i enjoy is to see you smile..

but now there's nth left of me

every story has a beginning and an end...my life story seems to be coming to a close

2009-06-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

today went sch to finish up the painting..

so little people turn up..zzz

but still gt things done..

i learnt a couple of thing...

1.no matter how u argue with ypur parents you'll never win

2.love hurts

3.you must be patient..even though waiting is hard

4.life sucks...

5.lazy write anymore

2009-06-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1)Sheng fatt

2)Licheng

3)Jieveanda

4)Serena

5)Xin chee

6)Raymond

7)wan xuan

8)Hasfis

9)Elaine

10)Poh yee

1) How did you meet no. 4 (serena) ?

classmates =)

2) Do you have any crush up there?

mayb..mayb nt

3) What would you do if you hadn't met no. 1 (Sheng fatt)?

die.

4) What would you do if no. 6 and no.2 is going out(licheng and raymond)

err...idk

5) How did you meet no. 8 (Hasfis)?

best friend XD

6) Is no. 2 (Li cheng) your good friend?

Yes.Absolutely

7) Who is no. 8 (Hasfis) best friend?

Not sure.he gt alot

8) Have you ever dated no. 1 (Sheng fatt)?

err....

9) Do you miss no. 4?(serena)

erm....can dont ans?

10) What do you think of no. 5 (Xin Chee)?

hmm...a very good friend of mine :)

11) What do you think of no. 7 (wan xuan)?

erm...cute?

12) Who does no. 3 (jievanda) like?

someone :)

13) Have you ever been to no. 8 (Hasfis ) house?

yea. XD

14) Do you love no. 2 (Licheng) ?

errr.....

15) Do you trust these people?

ya..

16) have you ever bought any presents for any of your 10 friends?

most.

2009-06-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

haiz...past few days nth talk abt...

bazaar was fun!i painted my face...LOL

nth much say except i love my class tee...haha =)

today is a day of sadness...

sth particular happened when we went to send adli off...

btw thanks for sth in advance

tt reply saddened me..i wanted to cry..

i cant show it...i tried to act as if i dont care

but it reali hurts me..

reality is harsh towards me..i juz wanna escape frm this place

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

2009-06-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
And every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Spec Course

2009-06-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

okay...its kinda fun?tough?i dont like all my ICs though...all idiot de...when sir ask for volunteer all cover me...knn.

Trainfire:passable

GSk :passable

IMT :passable

=.=

tmr gt bazaar....zzz

haiz...dowan go can?

"Tears are words the heart can't say."

2009-06-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

today morning nid go school for the last day of course =(

met li cheng n sarah at cheers then go school...

on the way to school saw jv...said hi...then go sku

i'm sorry see cheng for hitting u :( my bad!

packing my bags now for spec course...TMR...sian

must meet at bdk mrt at 6.15

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

2009-05-31T18:57:00.000+08:00

Tired day...lets see what happened:

morning wake up then go flyer...

reach there liao then very shocked...wth

gt alot of ppl lor...i didnt think it would be that much ma

afternoon nth do so went to sleep till now...lazy say anything liao...

end of story~haha =D

2009-05-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

today so bored...

morning go school for mutual test

lols...comfirm fail de lor...my mutual board last night then do finish.

haiz...

last night sth impt happen...then i cant sleep.

it hurts when you have someone in your heart,but you cant have them in your arms.

2009-05-30T15:46:00.001+08:00

HI HI HI
I'm bored

I wanna take this chance to thank ppl for helping me...lazy write name though XP